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眨眼來峇厘島快一個月，明天就要回香港了。

記得剛來的頭幾天覺得一個月很慢長，青旅的室友問我這一個月過得如何做了什麼。

我仔細回想，好像沒有一個特別的記憶點，我說就只是在這生活。

不過感謝她的問題和聆聽，我好像又整理了自己一遍。

我不再重覆的說自己是burnout，要逃離香港的生活。

我更明確的對她說「I wanna try something new,i want more inspirations.」

這個過程像是一個實驗，一個Trial and error。

沒有一個具體的東西，但就是知道每一天、每一刻、每一個決定，都要問自己這是否我想要的，是否跟我Align

大量的行動，不斷的投入。

我跟Zona說，我要每天跟隨自己意願，想跟朋友一起就一起，想去哪就去叫，買什麼都不用看價錢，想身邊圍繞什麼人就如我所想。想工作就工作盡情的工作到筋疲力盡，不想再用時薪定義我的價值。（至少我敢想像，成功第一步）

雖然在路上遇到的人都是來去衝衝，但是我們之間的短暫相處足以給我一些inspirations。

原來，雖然我是一個慢熱、被動，看起來有點內向的人，但我很需要透過與人的互動去看清自己。

Daphne，問我「Are you lonely.」在香港生活，上下班後就只有我一個，是的。That’s why i leave HK.

某個早上跟一個印尼本地人聊天，印尼政府的貪污腐敗，讓他們只能在水深火熱中自救。

我自己就只是幸運地生活於香港，至少還能有餘裕，生活上少一點阻力，可以追求一些「虛無飄渺」的東西。

跳出香港，用第二個角度去審視，又會讓我看見一些我已經把他當成理所當然的事情，在別人眼中已經是個Privilege.

我知道一個月的旅居不會幫我解決所有問題，也沒有回答出我的PURPOSE，至少能在身體與能量上讓我鬆綁了一些。

記得來這的第一個星期我已經焦慮了，後來找朋友聊天，還把過程拍了影片，順利把焦慮化解了也有產出。

學習在焦慮中安住，或者把這股能量用在創作也是一個不錯的方法。

在這趟旅程我沒有太多觀光行程，反而我更珍惜與每個人一對一的聊天。

感謝所有的坦承，縱使我們是這個宇宙的微塵，每個獨特的存在，都組成宇宙。

想念香港的家人和朋友了。

Bali Nomad Diaries: Heading Back to Hong Kong

In the blink of an eye, nearly a month in Bali has flown by, and I’m heading back to Hong Kong tomorrow.

I remember my first few days here feeling like a month would stretch on forever. My hostel roommate recently asked me how my time went and what I’d been up to. Looking back, there wasn’t one specific standout moment; I just told her I was really just living here.

But thanks to her questions and her listening ear, I felt like I was able to sort through my thoughts and reset. I stopped repeating the narrative that I was just “burnt out” and trying to escape life in Hong Kong. Instead, I could confidently tell her, “I wanna try something new, I want more inspirations.”

The whole process has felt like an experiment—a journey of trial and error. There wasn’t a tangible blueprint, but I just knew that every single day, every moment, and every decision required me to check in with myself: Is this what I want? Is this aligned with who I am? It took a lot of action and continuous immersion.

I told Zona that I want to follow my intuition every day—hang out with friends when I want to, go wherever I feel like, buy things without constantly checking the price tag, and surround myself with the exact kind of people I want. When I want to work, I’ll pour myself into it until I’m exhausted, but I refuse to define my worth by an hourly wage anymore. (At least I’m daring to imagine it—that’s the first step to success, right?)

Even though the people I met along the way were just passing through, our brief interactions gave me so much inspiration. It turns out that even though I’m slow to warm up, passive, and come across as an introvert, I deeply need human connection to truly see myself.

Daphne asked me, “Are you lonely?” Back in Hong Kong, after commuting and working, I was always completely on my own. So, yes. That’s why I left HK.

One morning, I was chatting with a local Indonesian guy. Hearing about how government corruption leaves people struggling just to get by made me realize how incredibly lucky I am to live in Hong Kong. At least I have a safety net, less friction in daily life, and the luxury to chase these “abstract, intangible” dreams. Stepping out of Hong Kong and looking back from a different perspective forced me to see that the things I took for granted are actually a privilege in others’ eyes.

I know a one-month stay won’t solve all my problems or miraculously hand me my life’s PURPOSE, but it has at least unburdened my body and restored my energy a bit.

I remember feeling so anxious during my first week here. Later, I talked it through with a friend and even made a video about the process, which helped ease the anxiety and resulted in some creative output. Learning to sit with anxiety—or channeling that energy into creation—is honestly a pretty great approach.

I didn’t do much sightseeing on this trip. Instead, I deeply cherished the one-on-one conversations I had with people.

Thank you for all the raw honesty. Even though we are just cosmic dust in this vast universe, every unique existence comes together to make it whole.